Hope everyone had a lovely Thanksgiving and Black Friday. Mine was spent yep you guessed it, at home. I had an ear infection (I think) that knocked me for a loop. So Thursday was spent in bed and Friday (even if I would have been feeling fine and had huge pockets) was spent at home as well. One of my biggest issues is my social anxiety. I DO NOT, I REPEAT DO NOT do large crowds. Or medium-sized crowds for that matter. Social anxiety is one of my biggest faults. I must admit though I have come a long way. Three years ago I was literally locking myself in my bedroom to avoid a few people in my house. I did have my own visitors though...
I don't even know how to tell you some of the experiences I have. Some of you I'm sure think I'm crazy. But I assure you in this sense I'm not. The only way I can start is by telling you a feeling. A feeling that overcame my bedroom. A feeling of such sadness, of feeling alone. As soon as this feeling came over me I knew what was to come. Spirits were soon to follow. I knew I was feeling their pain. As I separated my own feelings from the feelings of others it came clear to me the reason for their visit. They had come to me for help. So I did my prayers of protection and focused. Around my bed stood 3 earthbound spirits. Their faces were so sad yet so confused. Unsure the reason that they were in front of me. And I at that time had no real true reason why either. The only words I could understand were the words where help and home. So I decided to shut my door and shut off the outside world and start up the spirit box.....
I don't even know how to tell you some of the experiences I have. Some of you I'm sure think I'm crazy. But I assure you in this sense I'm not. The only way I can start is by telling you a feeling. A feeling that overcame my bedroom. A feeling of such sadness, of feeling alone. As soon as this feeling came over me I knew what was to come. Spirits were soon to follow. I knew I was feeling their pain. As I separated my own feelings from the feelings of others it came clear to me the reason for their visit. They had come to me for help. So I did my prayers of protection and focused. Around my bed stood 3 earthbound spirits. Their faces were so sad yet so confused. Unsure the reason that they were in front of me. And I at that time had no real true reason why either. The only words I could understand were the words where help and home. So I decided to shut my door and shut off the outside world and start up the spirit box.....