Tuesday, November 20, 2018

DYING WASNT ON MY LIST OF THINGS TO DO TODAY-PART 2

                                                 (Originally Written 11/11/18)

      So the procedure starts and they take a couple pictures without the dye. No big deal. Then the man tells me all right Aprel you're going to feel it going in and yadda,  yadda,  yadda. Okay, there sir. So I figured I would feel the normal motions, the warmth through my body... and here it comes. I'm pissing my pants but I'm really not.  Then all the sudden my head felt weird but I didn't want to cause a scene or express anything. Maybe out of embarrassment, I don't know what it was. So as the test progressed my head started feeling extremely weird. Like my head was floating. I'm not really sure how to explain it because it's a feeling that I had never felt before.
    Nonetheless, I sat up on the side of the table and the man had to help me into the wheelchair.  I could tell something was wrong but my pride wouldn't show it. As I'm on my way to my luxury hospital room aka the hallway  I'm thinking to myself oh my God I'm going to shit my pants. Oh my God, I'm going to puke all over the place. But I was too embarrassed to even say anything. By the time I had gotten back there, it was to the point where I didn't know what to do. My mind was in crisis mode. My fight or flight had kicked in for the first time.  I remembered thinking holy shit what is happening to me.  I told the man, (who incidentally looked at me like I was nuts), with tears streaming down my face that I need a bedpan and a bedside commode because I'm going to shit my pants and I'm going to puke simultaneously. He looked at me like I was crazy...  "No sir, I assure you this is really happening,  this is not a joke." So he said well let's get you laid back down.  I said "Okay that's fine but I'm going to shit my pants and aspirate on my own vomit." He didn't pay me any mind. I stood up and I couldn't hold the vomit in anymore. It shot across the hallway like a bat out of hell. And then it all went dark...

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