So I never post anything religious on here because we all have our own beliefs but I needed to share this today because I felt very compelled to. I'm not going to lie I have the air in my lungs and I'm healthy and for that, I'm blessed but not having my kids here has been taking a toll on me. Not to mention financially my situation just stinks, to put it bluntly. Every day I get up and I do surveys online to make ends meet it gets me through the month. Being that I'm disabled and all my money goes into paying my bills my resources are limited. So today I woke up and I have stressed not one morsel of food in my fridge or in my cupboard and I panicked.
Even though I can go days without eating it's still very comforting to know that at least if I'm hungry there's a bite in there. It's been raining for three days straight so walking to the food pantry has been totally out of the question. With my social anxiety, I don't go out and ask people in my neighborhood for rides because that's just not who I am. So is there's a site that I was and on I'd accumulated like $30 4 months ago. They had been giving me the run-around how many times, sent my payment back but never paid me. I submitted payment again which was two months ago.
So today I wake up like I said stressed in a little bit and all the sudden that payment site had paid me my $30. My point is that sometimes you have to look to something greater than you. You have to look at things and figure oh my gosh I really am blessed. I prayed last night before I went to bed prayed to God to help me make it through another day and low and behold he has blessed me yet again that $30 was in my account so now for a couple more days I will be happy I will eat and I will prosper. I know that he doesn't bless us with money but he will never let us go hungry. Don't ever not look to God for things because he works in mysterious ways. Today yet again is proof to me and validation that there is a God and that I am blessed and as long as I put everything I have in him he will always take care of me.
Even though I can go days without eating it's still very comforting to know that at least if I'm hungry there's a bite in there. It's been raining for three days straight so walking to the food pantry has been totally out of the question. With my social anxiety, I don't go out and ask people in my neighborhood for rides because that's just not who I am. So is there's a site that I was and on I'd accumulated like $30 4 months ago. They had been giving me the run-around how many times, sent my payment back but never paid me. I submitted payment again which was two months ago.
So today I wake up like I said stressed in a little bit and all the sudden that payment site had paid me my $30. My point is that sometimes you have to look to something greater than you. You have to look at things and figure oh my gosh I really am blessed. I prayed last night before I went to bed prayed to God to help me make it through another day and low and behold he has blessed me yet again that $30 was in my account so now for a couple more days I will be happy I will eat and I will prosper. I know that he doesn't bless us with money but he will never let us go hungry. Don't ever not look to God for things because he works in mysterious ways. Today yet again is proof to me and validation that there is a God and that I am blessed and as long as I put everything I have in him he will always take care of me.