STANDING IN A CROWDED ROOM

      I seriously can’t take anymore. I’m literally going insane. His family is still fucking here and won’t get the point that they need to go. The dumbass uncle decided to sell his home without having another one lined up and the smart one spent all the fucking money that they got for their home. So his boneheaded decision plopped it’s lard ass right at my back door. Along with his half stupid wife. I swear to God I’m ready to flip my shit I kid you not. 

     Everything in this house gets decided without even considering my opinion. Let alone the fact that I am the ONLY BILL PAYER IN THE DAMN HOUSE!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW?!?!? Like what gives??!?! I don’t know why I’m even asked if it’s okay to do this, or okay to do that. Nobody honors it anyway. I feel like I’m in a crowded room screaming at the top of my lungs, and no one looks up. Nobody even knows I’m there. With everything that I have going on in my life you’d think that maybe, just maybe, my feelings for once would be considered. But silly me what was I even thinking. I’ll know better next time around.