Throughout my life one thing has always stayed consistent, that being my faith. And after crossing over during my near-death experience it grew even stronger. I've prayed for him to walk beside me and help me to understand my mental illness and why I have it, prayed for strength during the years of physical and emotional abuse and prayed to heal the sick. Just about have prayed for everything. I know for certain that he will never fail me and to this day I have been right. And always given thanks for all that I have. Despite all that, I'm currently going through I have an l okay life. There are definitely three missing links to make me complete but I know that it won't be this way forever.