A while back I posted about relationships. Wondering how you could know the type of love you're feeling. True love vs lust. I thought at that time that I had a pretty good idea the difference and yeah maybe I kinda did. But now I'm sure I know. I know because I finally felt it. That kick in the gut. It's weird though because it didn't truly hit me until my relationship had fallen in the shitter. Until the cheating came to light. I wish I knew why it took him cheating to realize how in love I really was. Now as far as that goes...I wanted to elaborate. Not disclose any more details than I already have but the feelings that a person feels when it happens to them. Especially, someone, that deals with mental illness as much as I do. I'm not sure about anyone else but with my situation, it just doesn't seem real.