The last week has been hard for me. Juggling my day to day life and dealing with relationship drama. And then there's the people and obstacles that tried to tear me down, only to make me sit higher. (Now tell me who's the joke now)But those things really don't matter to me in the grand scheme of things. The thing that really weighed on my heart was my boys. Ever since speaking to Justin I can't get our conversation out of my head. I keep rereading it over and over trying to read between the lines. Seeing if there is something that he was trying to tell me that I missed. And trying to figure out what to do from here. It's literally been eating away at me. I know what I have to do the question is can I do it? Can I face the chapter that I worked so hard to file away? Am I strong enough now? I guess I'm about to find out...