What a week...What a past ten days I should say. I can honestly say that it has been one of the most emotional ones in a while. Of course, it goes without saying that my relationship was definitely a passenger on my emotional rollercoaster, but it didn't take the first seat. Actually, it didn't even really take the second or third seat. The first, second and third seats belonged to Justin, Tony, and Luca. Last night I went back on my word and sent Justin a little message on Instagram. My heart was just so heavy since speaking to him and I couldn't help myself. Monday I go to the psychiatrist/psychologist for the first time in three years.