So here it is, a week since Travis passed away...Jackie is a mess and all I can do is answer the phone and let her cry. I don't know what else to do. For once in my life, I am at a loss for words. There's nothing I can do or say that is gonna mend her broken heart, so I just sit there and let her get it out. She feels such guilt for not being there at the moment he passed but obviously GOD played it out that way for a reason. She attended his funeral yesterday and aside from one person, his family was cold as ice towards her. Like it was HER fault that he died the way he did. Which is bullshit. Not a mention of her when that man adored her like I've never seen before. Travis suffered from addiction plain and simple and apparently had for years. I can't stand it when someone passes from this debilitating disease and the blame is put on someone else. Nobody forces us to do anything, we all have a choice.