I must be the biggest idiot in the world. I could slap the shit outta myself because I know better. I know him. After spending four days in jail I went to the pawnshop with a bunch of his things to get up enough money to bond him out. Then when I had enough I sent one of our friends up to sign for his bond. What was I thinking? This man never had any intention of working things out with me and continued talking to her even when I did all the leg work to get him out. He continued to play me until I found her number listed under another fake name. Of course, he denied doing it and got pissed off and stormed out of the room when I confronted him. Then after looking through his phone records, I saw that he had been talking to her every single day since he got out. And lied to my face every time I asked him if he had. How could he treat me like this after everything I've done for him? How could he be so cruel? So after our argument, he left to guess where? Yep to be with her. He shut off his GPS thinking that I'd think his phone was off. Well, that was seven hours ago and I've spent the whole day crying, pissed at myself and pissed at him. What makes him so important, so special, that I could let him do this to me over and over?