I called him right away preparing myself for an over the phone battle. But to my surprise, I had no fight left in me. All I could do was sob. Now I felt like an even bigger idiot, how dare he get me to my point of utter weakness. When I asked why he had taken all his things while I was asleep he said that he had stayed with me to make sure I was okay but was afraid and panicked. His flight or fight instinct was almost always flight and that's exactly what he did. He had left me alone once more, beaten, battered and scarred.
As the day progressed I spent the whole day in bed in shock. I couldn't believe this was happening again. With us, our relationship is different. Even though we fight and do things to each other that we aren't proud of, we both know that we will end up back together. In my eyes we are soulmates and the fights that we get in are just that. Fights. Then we make up and are fine within a few days. But this time, I wasn't quite sure. I knew that he was really catching feelings for this shardwhore and it totally took me for a loop.
As the day progressed I spent the whole day in bed in shock. I couldn't believe this was happening again. With us, our relationship is different. Even though we fight and do things to each other that we aren't proud of, we both know that we will end up back together. In my eyes we are soulmates and the fights that we get in are just that. Fights. Then we make up and are fine within a few days. But this time, I wasn't quite sure. I knew that he was really catching feelings for this shardwhore and it totally took me for a loop.