Throughout my 37 years on this plane it has taken me this long to figure out that each and every one of us truly are all alone. What I mean by that is people that you thought you had you really never had them at all, they're just there at the moment most the time to benefit themselves. And then when things don't go their way and everything you have is gone your just a distant memory to them and they wipe their feet and kick up the dirt in your face as they walk away and never look back.