I'm sure that every one of you have experienced a time in your life where you felt as if you were just existing. Not making a difference in the world and not having a life goal. For me, I've felt that way more times than not, even if it was only in my head at that moment. That would be my mental illness revealing itself, making me it's only audience. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. For example, I feel like the biggest pile of shit right now.