I have a confession to make and it is this. I am human and unfortunately, sometimes I am a glutton for punishment. One of my biggest weaknesses is that I forgive too easily when sometimes I shouldn't. Whoever said that being in love is total bliss, well they are full of shit. And I'm just gonna leave it at that. Anyway, so lately I've been reevaluating my life. Deciding where in fact I need to change my ways, change my surroundings and maybe change my day to day company. I feel so lost right now like I don't have a reason for being. I miss my boys so much that it physically makes me ill. I've had my medications adjusted to help me deal with life a little better, but I honestly don't think that there is a big enough pill out there to put a bandaid on my mommy issues.