So I know that I've been quiet lately, which some would worry, but for me its a good thing. I've been so terribly busy, so much that I havent had the time to get stuck in my head. Thats when the 4 posts a day everyday happen.There are some things in my life that really are weighing at me but honestly I don't have the time to focus on them. Which could be either a good thing or an extremely bad thing depending on how you look at it. I would love to take a couple hours out of my week to go talk to a therapist like my dr keeps asking me to but honestly I don't have time. I'm not given the opportunity to be given the time. I run and run on command, wanting to just run the other way...ahhhh...now you understand I hope. If I actually had the time to sit downand silence the screaming I think my daily posts would be up to eight.