Somehow I've managed yet again to be the most stupid person alive. Yet again Ive allowed myself to become obvious of what's right in front of me. I should have known that all good things must eventually come to an end but fuck, I just wanted alittle more time. More time that there was happiness, more time I was able to smile. And more importantly, more time of having someone faithful, that didnt lie straight to my face everyday. I mean Christ, it's only been 6 months since we heard the last of the shardwhore even though in my mind I hear her taunting me everyday. This new one, some blonde junkie, thinks its fun to get high in front of her small children. Wheres DCF when u need them. Yeah shes a real prize. He must be so proud. I cant help but think to myself, where in the fuck does he find such trash? And more importantly, what does it say about me?