They say that God works in mysterious ways, tonight I think it was Christian. My dearly departed friend that left this earth ten months ago continues to amaze me from the heavens. He always told me, "Aprel, now stop she's chill." And I would always say something smart ass to make him change the subject. I had no intention at that point in making friends with someone I thought had done me wrong. But I was wrong about that too. And for that girl, I'm truly sorry.
But today, today events changed my mind. Why? Because of him. For some reason he drew us together today to realize we aren't so different. Maybe it was because I needed clarity, maybe it was because we just needed each other. Christian could not stand it when ppl he loved didn't get along and I think today he figured that it was going to change. I truly believe that everything happens for a reason, and this was for reason. So, thank you, you pain in the ass, thank you for showing me your still with us all. Love you.