Surrender...thats what I'm about to do. I honestly don't know how much more strength I can muster. I'm so emotionally drained that I'm physically drained every-day as well. Last week it got so bad that I had to call the cops because I became so afraid. And that takes a lot. But when you are face to face with someone stronger than you who is waving an ax towards you and punching holes in the walls it's hard not to want to seek protection. I guess when you tell me you hate me every-day you really mean it. I mean you would have to truly hate someone to treat them that way. I know a lot has to do with the fact that I'm a bitch towards you a lot of the time but you have to ask yourself why. Could it be all the resentment I hold towards you for all of the things you've done to me? Maybe the fact that you could lie, sneak , cheat and belittle me every-day?