So today, after careful consideration, I broke down and did something I promised myself that I would never do again, I text my ex-husband. This pained me considering how much he adores me but it was something I had to do. I needed to check on my babies and since my oldest hasn't answered me I became desperate. But it was no surprise that he didn't answer me back. Monster is all I have to say. Right now at this time in our lives we should all be getting along. People are dying for god’s sake, and he's worried about lil ole me. He should be worried about the corona upon us all. He seriously needs to re-evaluate for a second.